Monday, April 20, 2009

Obstacle

Hello there.. I think this is the shortest time i have ever written a new post. Anyways, something has been bothering me lately. Its this person. Really annoying, and i dont what the problem of theat person is.. Making life for me really difficult. I will be cruel for a bit. .... I hope that persons die, and burns in hell... I think i feel kinda reliefed now..

How weird is it when suddenly out of the blues, you ex calls.. I find it damn weird.. Seriously.

Last week sunday, I just got my laptop. I thought it was for a very good deal. I can paly like the latest game on it: Left 4 Dead. Anyways, its a 360GB space, 4GB ram, duo core processor, ATI Radeon Model 3450.

Anyways, i think the computer is really cool again.. haha i dont knwo why i am repeating what i am sayinh over and over again..
oh yea i just remembered, does anyone have Halo 2 or Halo 1? I love that game and i was wondering if it would lagg on my comptuer or not.. Or HaloWars..

Ok got ot og im in class now, got to go do my work now.

!?Byebye?!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

This is very cute! You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kiss us when no one's watching.. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'dbe utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can thinkof. On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either. Girls:I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRYDISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREATYOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT! <*****Give the nice guys a chance***** >
Holdin Hands- > Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. > Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once. >
Cuddling- > Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold. > Guys : Automatically move closer to her. >
Movies-> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder > Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. > Loving each other- >Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, giveher a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
Laying below the stars- >Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on hischest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat >Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this.
Post me a note: agree or not?

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

1 of my Favourite songs

This is one of my favourite song, by Evanescnce
"Good Enough"
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...Good enough,
I feel good enough for you
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,'cause I can't say no.

Hello

Wow its been a really long time ever since i have updated my blog... for a moment i thought to myself and wondered if i really had a blog in the first place or, i dreamt that i only had one. I finally found that it was true i have one- due to the long time of not writing.

The last post i have written was about the trip to YWC. Anyways, life has been so far quite tough. I have started to play tennis and am some what considered good. Compliments from my Coach, Didat, and Joshua Jordan. I entered the Ayam A1 tournament in Jalan Duta, and i joined the singles and doubles. The results were quite surprising to me, i did not expect for me to get that far before the tournament.

i predicted that i would lose in the singles. Cause before the match i was already sweating and i was not even doing anything. the results are below for singles and doubles.

Singles: lost, 6-4, 7-5
comments: I did not really felt that as if i tried my best, because of what i was going through...- i was choking. also because it is my first tournament.

Doubles first round was a walk over.

The match supposedly have started at 3.15pm, but we had to wait until 6 something, due to the other matches took longer than expected, but also our opponents did not even come.
So it was a walkover for us.
I as usual, panicked and was already sweating from waiting for our opponents.
For my partner, Calvin, he was chilling only. Which kinda agitated me.

Doubles second round was a good game maybe i should say.

Well this second round, i expected it to be a good game. But i guess i was wrong. The players were just playing a fool. We beat them 6-1, 6-2. Our victory brought us to the semifinals. Our opponents for our semifinals was devastating! We lost and was chromed of the surface of the earth! We lost 6-0, 6-0 to two 1st seeded player.

Well, that gave us a bronze medal for our first tournament.
Just right after the tournament, the only thing i was saying was," At least we got something la wei".
I was talking that phrase to my partner.


That is how much i only can write for now.
Lol, and now i have to get a new racket for my Babolat overdrive cracked. Planning to get the Nadal's racket, Babolat Aero-drive.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

YWC camp

Hello people im just starting a new blog.

I went for a camp a few days ago, and it was awesom!

Well the first day wasn't though, cause i did not know anyone, and my pants was super loose it comes down below my bum, and i was embarrass to sit down, and my sis was like " See! what did i tell you! Use a bigger pants next time!"

We wrote loads of things from news-paper articles to.... yeah that is it... only news paper articles.. more like reports. I was made the reported by my hot group leader, and i was all ears when i reached the person i am to report on. Came to the end of the reporting, the guy was actually doing illegal selling on fish breeding.

The food in the camp was ok-ok only la. Nothing to shout about. After we found out that it was catered by a woman who makes "exotic" dishes. Soon after that i lost my appitite to eat.

the past 3 days i have not been sleeping really well. I was addicted to coffee. At least 12-14 cups a day i would drink. The excuse, I blame it on the Newspaper we had to complete in a sort-of-tight deadline. Well then afterthat i could not shut my eyes close, but my legs remind me that im sleepy. So, The first day i only slpet for 2 hours, same for the second day, and did not sleep at all for the 3rd day which leads to the 4th day, as The-Day-We-Leave-Our-Loved-CampSite.

Then there was this rumor or more like the Story-of-the-camp, that was created by some guy. The "imaginary" guy was named as Freddie Chong. He came for the camp and asked one of the facilitators questionairs for location of possesions and a room to sleep in, but non of them cared. Then when we went to the cave, he got lost, and no one cared. So then at the end of the whole journey we actually forgot all about him! I felt sad inside for someone as imaginary as that. Just imagine if that person was real, and everyone still laughed about him? How would you feel? Just imagine if you were that person, and everything told about will happen as they were told. It's really sad to think about it.

Well i'll now try to figure out how on earth i could upload the pictures.